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Saturday, November 10, 2007

Can't be bothered studying for Accounting or P&L. So doing this instead... hehehe. I'm in a terrible terrible mood right now, someone is really pissing me off. Can't wait for him to go back to where he belongs!!

Ohh and look at this, I look like a MALE and this NON ASIAN.. have to admit it this thing is pretty smart.

PS: Three exams down.. two to go. I'm so over it.

Kei posted at 11:48 AM
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Thursday, November 01, 2007

Can't wait for this..

It's exactly 2 more weeks till beach. shopping. fun.

Kei posted at 3:43 PM
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Just finished my Mocks yesterday. Yes, Bliss. But I'm going to start studying right away since TEE is less than a months time.

Dreading my Mocks results, I think I did worst than my mid Sem. I actually studied more; last semester it was only 48hrs but this lot of exams was 79hrs. But.... The amount of stuff I had to cover was 2x as much, so if you calculate it that way I studied LESS. ARRGGHH!! I've never actually bawled my eyes over any school stuff, but I think it will soon change after I get my results back. Studied so hard for economics, but totally stuffed up an essay. Asked my econs teacher after the exam and he said the essay on trade and specialisation was meant to be on PARTIAL SPECIALISATION but i did COMPARATIVE ADVANTAGE!! ****!! That's a whole 15 marks and I could have done a million other essays instead of doing this one.

Anyway had breakfast with my dad at Coffee Club and I told him that I have high standards for things. Such as my likeness of eating at expensive places i.e. coffe shops, restaurants, my likeness of quality clothes i.e. CUE and my likeness of good cars i.e. Audi R8 (ahhh its so hot!!) etc etc. And I think I'm going to be stuffed my whole life if I don't get a high paying job, because it would not satisfy my wants (more like needs). Well I can either: 1. Accept average things or 2. Get a high paying job. I think I'll try to achieve number 2.

Its been one year since... well I think my close friends would know. I'm SO OVER. So f***ing over!! I think I've already said it a million times but I feel like a piece of trash and so HUMILIATED!!

Ohh and another thing, I'm not as evil as I thought I am. Hehehehehe!!

You Are 56% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side. Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

How Evil Are You?

Love is not about liking something when everything is good and perfect. Love is the action of embracing something or someone despite its weaknesses, bad seasons, difficult times, and differences.

Well I'm definately not in love then.

Kei posted at 3:06 PM
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

As I was reading news.com.au I passed an article which is rather funny but normal at the same time.

Convent closed after nuns in fist-fight

CONVENT in southern Italy is being shut down after a quarrel among its last three remaining nuns ended in blows.

Sisters Annamaria and Gianbattista, reportedly upset about their mother superior's authoritarian ways, scratched her in the face and threw her to the ground at Santa Clara convent near Bari in an incident in July that was kept quiet until now.

Archbishop Giovanni Battista Pichierri tried to reconcile the nuns but finally decided in late August that they had "clearly lost their religious vocation'' and asked the Vatican for permission to close the convent.

Sisters Annamaria and Gianbattista moved to another convent, but Sister Liliana barricaded herself inside, refusing to leave, the reports said.

She suspected Bishop Battista Pichierri of planning to cede the convent to another community.

Liliana had been at the convent since its founding in 1963.

I couldn't help but have a little snigger, after all this points out that at the end of the day we are all human beings; saints or sinners. I could also relate to the nuns since I'm currently not too fond of the new addition in my house.

Kei posted at 2:30 PM
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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Someone asked me recently about what qualities I look for in a guy. As usual I just said nice, but frankly that's untrue. I mean, it is important to be nice but it's not good enough just being nice. And wouldn't any guy be nice if they were interested in you?

Later, I was thinking about it and I've decided on four important characteristics. Number one, based on my personal taste is definately charisma and lots of it. I hate guys who lack personality, are shy and just plain uninteresting. What impresses me the most is someone who is charismatic, is not afraid to talk and is down to earth. And you know those type of people that would fit into any group even though its not their "ideal" group, like being able to talk to adults and things. That impresses me.

The second, is probably maturity. I don't like boys whose life ambitions is to score a girl and all they do is play WarCraft or Dotta or whatever they play. The next quality is intelligence. Not like the nerdy type who don't seem to ever shower. But like someone whose not dumb and has common sense. The fourth is someone whose a gentlemen. I find that there is nothing worst than a guy who is insensitive and just plainly doesn't know how to treat girls. Someone who treats girls the same way as they treat their guy friends is definately not a gentleman. I like those type of people that open doors to strangers and is not embarassed to do gentleman things. But as my mum has pointed out its also a characteristic for playboys. That's actually true, but aren't all guys playboys? Well to a certain extent.

I haven't included good looks, it's what attracts me to a person but its not what look for in a person. But I should also note, from my observations that just because a guy is good looking it doesn't mean that he lacks all the other qualities. And just because a guy is ugly it doesn't go to say that he will have the best personality.

Kei posted at 6:12 PM
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Today I received my Accounting Competition results back. It's a mock/mock exam and doesn't count towards our marks. But still, it gives an indication of how we would in Mocks. Well if this competition gives a good indication, then I'm not going to do very well in my Mocks. Came to accounting this morning and my teacher said "Kei I got a suprise for you" sarcastically. Being a dumb person that I am I didn't even notice her sarcasm and thought ohh maybe I passed. How convenient since I never even bothered studying for it. Then she said "Hahahahaha (sarcastic laugh), NOT".

Then I saw my mark 78/200, 39%. Wow! What an achievement. First of all, thank you accounting teacher (who shall remain nameless) for being a sarcastic bitch. It really eases the pain when I'm failing miserably. Anyways, I wasn't that sad after all its a dress rehearsal before a dress rehearsal. So things will improve right??!!?? I hope so!

But the point of this blog is about complacency and expectations. In year 11 when I chose to do Accounting I've never expected to like it nor be good at it. But when I got the Accounting award last year I thought, well not bad, I can do well in this subject. It's definately harder the second time round, doing well. I expected myself to do well and so did other people, you've always got that pressure of turning back to see whether or not anyone has caught up to you. Whereas last year, I had no expectations or pressures. I simply ran as fast as I could and if that was number one then I was glad for it. This year the pressure has definately crept in, everyone always asks me for help (I think I give them wrong answers) and everyone compares your mark to theirs.

To correct things, I'm definately shit in Accounting this year. It's mostly my fault, from being to complacent and not keeping my cool. It's ok, I'm alright with coming second, I've already accepted that. Like all things in life, you can't always be number one and if you are number one you won't be for long. However, I still agree with my saying "Why come second if you are capable of coming first". Am I capable of coming first? Right now after my "suprise" I don't think I am. In year 11 I thought I've done it, accomplished something. But what I don't realise is that winning that award was probably the easiest thing I've done. I never thought what would happen after.

Since it's only 3 more weeks till mocks and not so long till TEE, I can probably find it comforting to know that this won't be as hard as the next lot of exams I will do in uni. I mean TEE is definately stressful, but if you think about it there are still many options available. Whereas if you were doing a uni exam your career depends on it. It's between starving and eating, well not really but do you get my drift? As you grow older the decisions you make, the things you do will count more and more. And from that you accumulate life's successes and failures. I certainly hope that I am accumulating one of my life successes this year.

Kei posted at 12:21 AM
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Saturday, September 08, 2007

Here are bits and pieces of my thoughts right now... hehehe

- So much homework and studying to do. I have 6 tests next week and a mock/mock Accounting Exam.

- It's only 7 more weeks till I leave Iona for good.

- It's only 7 more weeks till I graduate.

- It's only 7 more weeks till I finish Mocks, TEE and highschool forever.

- I'm so excited to get out of this rut of waking up, studying, going to school, studying and then sleeping.

- I can't be bothered studying anymore.

- I'm rather sad that half of my All Saints' friends can't come to my party and they happen to be my closest friends.

- It's my birthday tommorow and my wish is (I know you're not meant to tell but oh well) to get my first preference in my TISC application.

- If I got my first preference I would run around the streets and kiss anyone, even old people.

- I miss my dad because he's gone to Europe for three weeks, can't ask him to do my maths.

- I miss my iPod because my dad took it away, every time I go to my room to listen to my iPod I realise that it's not there. MISS YOU iPod, even though the battery always dies and you're kinda old already.

- I don't like English, to be specific Mr Doyle, I don't think he's hot anymore, he gave me 56% for a moderated essay. GRRR!! I definately like Mrs Pettigrew better she gives me high 70s.

- My favourite songs currently:

1. Give it to Me - Timbaland and Nelly Furtado

2. The Hard Way - Thirsty Merc

3. Give me More - Britney Spears

4. Stranger - Hilary Duff

5. Slow Down Baby - Christina Aguilera

6. Summer Love - Justin Timberlake

7. Do You Know (ping pong song) - Enrique Iglesias

"Never frown, even when you are sad,

because you never know who is

falling in love with your smile. "

Kei posted at 2:47 PM
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